||[Aug. 19th, 2004|09:44 pm]
so lulu and i are having a hard time settling in here. the house is getting better, feeling more like a home, but i still feel like we're on vacation. tomorrow marks 3 weeks here and i think that both of us are sort of ready to go home now! she's been having a rough week- getting upset alot easier than normal about things like diapers and such. and i think that she misses her cousin alot. she talks about her all the time...
so i had a bit of a break down today...my dh took over like a champ and let me take a big nap and then go to a movie, which was nice. i guess that i just feel the need to get out more and get to know this town again. i lived here when i was a teenager, but it is a different place now! or i'm a different person. or both.
it'll get better.